its been a while since this flame was burning hot
since your smiles melted every little piece of my beating heart
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I was born in Watsonville CA. I moved to Illinois when i was 5 years old and that is where i was raised. When i turned 17 i decided to leave home and go live in indiana. Ever since then i have been on my own. =] I have been trough many ups and downs and they have all made me stronger. I absolutly love to write i feel like thats the best way to get all my emotions out without anyone judging me. I also love to draw.I enjoy life very much and im a very outgoing person. I love to make drastic decisions. And i belive the best experiencees come from the times were you just want to say EFFF it and do something stupid.)
Theres No Fixing Dead Love
its been a while since this flame was burning hot
since your smiles melted every little piece of my beating heart
i knew were it went wrong why evey word made me wanna let you go
every hug keept me cold not matter how hard you tried to make this passion burn like before
you knew exacly were this lead... you stayed along to watch this reality end
i knew the magic was gone
and no matter how hard u tried u were jusst a passanger in this ride
your kisses felt so empty your i love yous had no meaning anymore
your words had their own rythem a rythem i was no longer interested in
i let it go that hot summer day
when u made me watch u walk away
as i layed dying in my bed and you still left
every touch hurt my body like a knife in my spine twisted in every way
even ways that a spine shudent be twisted in
we got used to waking up each morning next to each other
we keep living in this circle of waking up in the same bed
i think we are just scared
we figth to see who has the last words
u cant accept the fact that it jus no longer there
theres no joy in seeing u the next day
we dont have dreams of getting old
we cant even say hello anymore
without realizing that we dont talk like little kids anymore
i really did love u and its sad
but our love died and theres no fixing that