chance .........

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you'll never know
so what do i care
why does it hurt so much
to know your still out there
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choking
on these words
choking
through these tears
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The doctors say
that im ok

but in truth
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Pulling me down
this struggle never seems to end

no one gets this message
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eternity is dark beauty
a beautiful shade of blue
his hairs a mess
he is undressed
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Flick Flick Flick
As my lighter goes
Click
I hold this pen steady
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forgive me
for being this forgive me
for our first kiss
forgive me
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this pain inside
i can not cry
my longing for you will never die
i watch you grow away
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when i die
show no sorrow
no remorse
no pain
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i think about it
every second
of every day
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standing
the cars look like ants
the wind is harsh up here
it bites through my clothes
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would you listen to me
if i told you 'i am a changed man'
would you listen to me
if i told you 'i told you i can'
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'you already killed me once
you cant kill me again'
my heart screams at you
'not again!
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my shadows shadow
is a dark reflection
of myown self
it stays hidden
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slit slit slit
what is this?
no blood?
gashes but no blood
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