Chelsea Hansford

It’s not because I know where I am going,
It’s because I know the heartache from before,
And sometimes you can still make my knees crumble,
But I don’t want to love you anymore.
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My tears are all thats remaining,
Of times I wish to keep,
I hunger for your loving,
Your anger makes me weep.
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There is nothing more beautiful,
Or quite simply divine,
As the touch of your body,
When it’s held against mine.
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Ive tried to find the answers,
But the question's hard to say,
Why am i so miserable,
When i never wanted you to stay?
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I fear the fear i cannot stop,
I fear it more and more,
And when i grind my teeth with pain,
The words come out demure.
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My sick twisted desire,
Burning in my heart,
Killing me like cancer,
Slowly ripping me apart.
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When I first met you,
Your love was like a Summers day,
Surrounding me in warmth,
Giving new life to my world,
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Oh, somewhere theres a man,
Of great proportions,
Who can make my knees buckle,
With his charm.
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Its not so much as what you do,
But what it does to me.
You have cast a magic spell,
And I've changed so drasticly.
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You look right through me,
As though im a pane of glass,
So transparent, you say
But don't be fooled.
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Lying in his cold bed,
He wished for death,
To sweep over him.
To save him.
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She screams terror in her dreams
She sees blood, like rivers, in her mind
She lives in fear of life
the life she never tried to find
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It’s always been a game to us,
I hurt you then you hurt me,
The deeper the scars seem to form,
The more we are happy.
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I’m hearing what your saying.
But what you’re saying isn’t heard,
By ears that can’t stop spinning,
From things disgustingly absurd.
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Watching as you walk away,
I can't take it any more,
I close my eyes so tighly,
And dream of times before.
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I love the way you kiss me,
It sends shivers down my spine,
What really amazes me,
Is that i can call you mine.
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I'd never cry in front of you,
This hearts untouched,
Its not been used,
Because if it felt it wouldnt want to feel again.
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A painted clown,
A silly face,
A misguided word,
Cant be erased.
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Alone in the shadows,
Feeling the hate,
Eyes full of redemption,
Two seconds too late.
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Im a menace,
I am crazy,
Im sincere,
Sometimes a lady.
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