Lying in his cold bed,
He wished for death,
To sweep over him.
To save him.
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She screams terror in her dreams
She sees blood, like rivers, in her mind
She lives in fear of life
the life she never tried to find
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Why must you always stare me down,
And prove you are so strong?
Hold me by my throat, dear man,
In case it’s me that’s wrong.
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One more time to try again,
What am i trying for?
Will it always be the same,
When im needing something more?
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I'm sitting here wasted,
Just playing my song,
Im broken in peices,
Please sing along.
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I feel like i am drowing,
Cant fight my way out,
I cant pull the breath in,
To call someone for help.
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Im going to shout it loudly,
And make it oh so clear,
I am going to live life,
Even if you are not there.
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This has gone on long enough,
Im tired of the pain,
Everytime you make me happy,
You have to kick me down again.
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Tell me can you feel it,
Here hold out your hand,
Place it lightly on my heart,
My beating drummers band.
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Im so glad to hear your aching,
Well maybe im not glad,
But im feeling satisfied,
That you're feeling really bad.
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