chelsi Ruffing Poems

I'm not your girl
Nor do I want to be
I'm sorry I'm not her
I cant be your little ho
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I don't want to cry any more
I don't want to hurt so bad
I don't want to love you
I don't want to care
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Why must love be so very hard
How come it makes us cry
What makes it so very good
Why do we waist our time
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Somethings arn't ment to be
Things like you and me
I wish this wasn't true
I hate thats its not me and you
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You never took the time
To see what was really wrong
I hurt myself to see it bleed
You never even cryed
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You and I are very different
yet we are the same
How can this really be
I share all your thoughts
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Once was a sweet dream
Now its so unreal
I smiled once before
Now I can't even close my eyes
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In the dark for so long
Never to see the light again
Its always the same thing
Never to be seen
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blood flows down the stream
scary as it all seems
I'm dieing inside
closeing down my heart
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I find my self alone
cold and in the dark
I find my self in tears
all because of this pain
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