Christopher Biddle

mom i love u
but it hurts me
when ur like this
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I get a funny feling,
It comes from deep inside.
I get all mad & angry,
Wanting to go & hide.
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Corsair of the wood
discard your skin
your pallid, wormlike
vulnerability.
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I rush to the bathroom & lock the door,
I can't stand this pain, I can't stand it any more!

I go to the cabinet for that lethal pill,
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I've commited no evil
I've done no sin
So, when Im farthest from losing
Still, I never win.
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Reminiscin on the nights we used to share,

I still have feelings for you that I can't even bare.
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Looking up at the sky
Yeilding to the full moon
Changing into a powerful predator
Another glorious night of hunting
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Your not just anyone, your special
Your one in a million &
Im not leaving her till
I can be with you.
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I am a wacky person
I can't help what you say
I am who I am
Maybe I'll be cool someday
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I miss & want to kiss you
How I think of you
You run through my mind
You make me feel special
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I'm givin up on you

I'm givin up on me
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Failure.....
No Freedom...
Restrictions, despair...
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You vomit of lies; you do as they do.
I know who you are you know that I do
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If your all alone with nothing but darkness by your side,

Hoping that everything would stop so you could grab a bit of a brake from all that goes on around you,
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I ain't like any other
I'm different in many ways
People don't see it cuz im smiling everyday
I keep my head up & don't let nutin get me down
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I open my heart & pour out what bleeds,
My mind f$%ked up with all these twisted dreams.
Demons callin me, my soul it fights
My mind, it separates but my hand still writes.
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So here we are darling, we've arrived at that day,
When I stop writing poems and I start writing pain.
You took my heart, just because you could.
Even though having it did you no good.
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Don't fall too deep
Into the death trap
There is nothing to gain
And everything to lose
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Its sad to be wished dead
I know
Even by those who are close
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My day has sucked
So I go to my room
Im crying all night
Wanting to die
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