Down in everybody deep in every soul, theirs always a dark secret left untold.
locked in a dungeon so far away, life is the key that I've thrown away.
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I am 21 years, I suffer with Schizophrenia. My life sucks. I really don't wanna talk much about it...)
The Aslyum
Down in everybody deep in every soul, theirs always a dark secret left untold.
locked in a dungeon so far away, life is the key that I've thrown away.
I've asked my self why but I can't seem to answer
with no one around I start my own adventure
into the path it's a risky venture my mind holds all that their is to answer
I've came to realize I'm all alone as so is my heart its as hard as a stone
I can't stand my pain as I've always mourn
I ask my self what is life like when your not alone
I don't no as my pain is over grown
starting with my feet it has me over thrown
for I am the castle
for my heart is its thrown
this body is not me I can't call it my own
it's making my brain go all hay wire
with my pain making its own empire
I feel my own body is impossible to acquire
living life as a patient as mental as as I am
so gentle is not me
as temperamental as I can be
but normal is all I wanna be
in this asylum I can't be free
I'm like a bird trapped in a cage with no one to set me free
with this place so governmental
all I wish I had was just a pistol
for my pain would be gone shattered, shattered in millions
this place would be dead blood in the billions
as I start to dream as settle as I am
I wake up peacefully with a knife in my hand
CopyRight 2012 Colten Garrett
Poem by a Real Mental pasitant with Schizophrenia