I’m haunted by my past
I wonder how long this will last
Feeling and hearing the horrible insults
This daily routine felt as if I was in a cult
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I found a way to place all my emotions to keep my emotions in control. I'm only 16 don't judge my spelling or bad rhyming skills lol)
Blood Filled Future
I’m haunted by my past
I wonder how long this will last
Feeling and hearing the horrible insults
This daily routine felt as if I was in a cult
I feel that many don’t understand
The pain that is felt when your are beaten till you cannot stand
The hatred I felt terrible
I wondered why everyone was treating me so horrible
I felt as if I was the black sheep amongst a white flock
Placed in a cage with a lock
As torture I had to see
The happiness I would never feel inside of me
I wonder how many people know what it feels like
And if they felt that it was right
Its time I moved on and forgot about those lifeless folks
And strip away the pain that was in their jokes
I think its time I saw the reaper
Why because the pain is so much deeper
I need to remember what was said
Because I want to see their blood flow like a sea of red