Crystal Tutson Poems

I can't even consciously be mad at you

For breaking it off and turning cold out the blue
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If it was meant to be then I guess it would have stayed
Would it still be apart of me had I kneeled and prayed?
People come and go but I would expect sisters to never leave
Yet I'm sitting here moody and crying like I am bereaved
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It tingles, it shakes, and it gets butterflies inside
It pumps, it loves, and it has a lust I can’t hide
They get weak, I can’t walk, and I stumble at your sight
They tremble, I’m nervous, but I’m holding on with all my might
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Let him go, he wasn’t supposed to be mine
I had him for a little while but now I’m out of time

The rebound chick, the chick that was the ear but didn’t have a right to give an ear is what I signed up to be
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Writing is my medicine,
Its soup to my soul
It’s the un-clogger to my arteries
It’s the sealer to my hole.
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If I could wave a wand and rewind the past, in a heartbeat, I would.
But is that logical? You learn from the past but in the future I wish I could.

Sometimes we cause pain upon ourselves while thinking we are doing what's right.
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is it naughty or nice?
Am i gambling with the dice?
i dont care how it is
i just got this feel
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I am the definition of black and strong;
The underlying force of how to move on.

When my enemies try to make a feast of faults,
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Hello to all the things that try to go up against me
To all the things that try to defeat me, corrupt me, injure me, or side track me,
You can no longer have access to me.
You're cut off and not entertained,
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Im in her shoes but I still dont understand
how she chose to neglect us for a drug made by man.
It had a stronghold on her that she just couldn't let go.
She thought she could control it but little did she know.
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