i hate you
i hate you with the intensity of a bomb exploding
i hate you
i hate you with all of my being
i hate you most because despite that
i still have love for you
i hate myself more
i hate myself more because i still love you
how can one person feel both at the same time
it is preposterous
its unthinkable
unimaginable
it just doesn't
feel right
i should hate you more
and not love you
i should

but i cannot

i cannot...