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I never meant to hurt you
And you know that i did loved you too
There's nothing more i can do
But i have to let you go
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Life can never be as perfect as I want it to be
The more i am trying to pretend that i am happy
The more i get hurt and life get's so messy
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Sitting here all alone
In this dark and cooled room
Wondering how you've been doing
while I'm here lying n bed and crying
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Dear God, I know you're out there
I know you heard all of my prayer
I can feel your presence surrounds me
Feeling you walk with me day by day
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Come away with me
In my world of fantasy
Where theres only you and me
With our hearts speaks so freely
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Having you back in my life
its like a blessing in disguise
never thought that you'll be with me again
with God its only you that im prayin
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Dark clouds heavily covering the sky
like the tears in my eyes that wont run dry
the moon hardly shining
like ur love that is fading
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In my heart i know myself as a loving being
but i didn't know how to save myself from lying
i opened my heart to let love comes on my way
but many times i have opened my heart in a wrong way
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Saying goodbye it wont be that easy
But i realized it wasnt that hard for me
we both know we started with full of uncertainty
so we have to let it go completely
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Moving on
By: Darkoy
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There comes a time when we say hello to someone we already know, someone we met along our way, someone looks familiar and to a stranger who caught your eye. then that stranger became your friend and later on emotions developed and turned into love. strangers became lovers. Falling in love is the greatest feeling. it is the moment when we think nothing could separate the two of you no matter what happens and there could be no room for goodbyes. being in love is when you start building your dreams together and moving forward on spending your dreamed holiday together. when you think of those memorable moments, you felt like how wonderful it is to experience and being able to love someone unconditionally. but not all love story has the same happy ending. Some lover's do end up standing in front of the altar and saying each other's vows. some lover's ended up being friends. and some lover's end up being strangers with each other again.

There comes a time when we say goodbye to someone who we thought could be our partner for life. Letting go of the feelings and emotions that we invested to someone is not an easy process and it will be harder when we don't know when or how is the easiest way to do it. having the feelings of loving that someone like the firs time is killing when we say goodbye for the last time. parting time is never gonna be easy and no matter how we planned to do it in the nicest possible way we could, still the excruciating pain that we have to go trough can never mend the broken hearts and crying souls that easy. Don't act as if like it is that easy for you to let go and start over again in front of that person. coz i will never be. You can be honest of what you feel, you can breakdown when u want it too and no matter how painful it is to say your farewell's, don't offer your empty words to comfort each other.
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In my heart I kept you so dear
Where ever I may go its you that I bare
No matter how bad is my situation
Im confident enough to know that its you I can count on
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I was once the whoman who loves you
My heart and my all I gave it to you
whenever you need me, I'm always there
that someone who's ready to love and to care
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i hate it when i think of you, knowing that u don't think of me too
i hate it when i see your smile, coz deep inside feels like to cry
i hate it when u come close to me, coz in ur touch i cant get away
i hate it when im next to you, feels like im hopeless and needing you
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Its late at night
but cant get you out of my sight
Been turnin round and round
dont know what went wrong
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If I’ve got 5 mins left with my life….
The very first minute I’ll spend it with my self
I’m not going to cry or abstemious myself for I’m dying?
Ill be happy and thankful that I’ve got this Far
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You call me a player, call me unfaithful


But there are things u dont know about me too
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Letter to myself

Dear me,
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I spent the nights with your memories
laughing, talking till we fall to sleep
I spent my days with your sweet embrace
and now i cant even remember how it feels
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Late night the clock is ticking
it is you that i am just thinking
lying in bed all alone
remembering the time when you were home
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