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Life can never be as perfect as I want it to be
The more i am trying to pretend that i am happy
The more i get hurt and life get's so messy
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Sitting here all alone
In this dark and cooled room
Wondering how you've been doing
while I'm here lying n bed and crying
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I never meant to hurt you
And you know that i did loved you too
There's nothing more i can do
But i have to let you go
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Dear God, I know you're out there
I know you heard all of my prayer
I can feel your presence surrounds me
Feeling you walk with me day by day
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Having you back in my life
its like a blessing in disguise
never thought that you'll be with me again
with God its only you that im prayin
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Dark clouds heavily covering the sky
like the tears in my eyes that wont run dry
the moon hardly shining
like ur love that is fading
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Come away with me
In my world of fantasy
Where theres only you and me
With our hearts speaks so freely
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I spent the nights with your memories
laughing, talking till we fall to sleep
I spent my days with your sweet embrace
and now i cant even remember how it feels
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i hate it when i think of you, knowing that u don't think of me too
i hate it when i see your smile, coz deep inside feels like to cry
i hate it when u come close to me, coz in ur touch i cant get away
i hate it when im next to you, feels like im hopeless and needing you
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In my heart i know myself as a loving being
but i didn't know how to save myself from lying
i opened my heart to let love comes on my way
but many times i have opened my heart in a wrong way
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Late night the clock is ticking
it is you that i am just thinking
lying in bed all alone
remembering the time when you were home
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Mom always reminds me to be careful
when loving someone
Dad always taught me to be tough
after the love has gone
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Life is all about change
leave all the bad things behind and erase
don't let your fear drag you down or your weakness
but all you got to do is fight and race
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Living in the dark, alone and broken
the space filled up my emptiness
where is the sun to give me some light?
I'm tired of being alone and get some life
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This poem is dedicated to my one and only best friend Ken....I love you best...

Thank you for being such a good friend
a friend who is always there till the end
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I was so weak when i met you
i thought i just needed someone to talk too
someone i can share my sadness and madness
a friend who is there in my days of darkness
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In my heart I kept you so dear
Where ever I may go its you that I bare
No matter how bad is my situation
Im confident enough to know that its you I can count on
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I was once the whoman who loves you
My heart and my all I gave it to you
whenever you need me, I'm always there
that someone who's ready to love and to care
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Saying goodbye it wont be that easy
But i realized it wasnt that hard for me
we both know we started with full of uncertainty
so we have to let it go completely
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Its late at night
but cant get you out of my sight
Been turnin round and round
dont know what went wrong
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