What to do? what to say?
I sit here and pretend everything is okay
I want all this to end
But my heart won’t mend
...
I smile and laugh
But thats only half
Half of what i hide
How i really feel inside
...
I look in the mirror and see
A girl staring back at me
Her eyes are clear
Except for the fear
...
The pain is fading away
Today is a good day
I have a family who loves me
My mom may never want to see
...
I have to lock the memories away
And take it day by day
I have so much giong for me now
I step back and say wow
...
I remember that night
I was young and couldn't fight
The feeling of disgust
I put up a fuss
...
I'm 16 years old and i've had a hard life growing up and potery has always been my thing to.I want to be a famous poet one day hoping to make a book with all my poems in it.I also play rugby and love dance and reading.)
What To Do?
What to do? what to say?
I sit here and pretend everything is okay
I want all this to end
But my heart won’t mend
It’s almost been a year
On the 10th I shed a tear
For my family who was there
Life isn’t fair
Mommy I wish you were with me
If you were you would see
How much I have grown
I really want to come home
I’m different now
I always wonder how
How did we grow apart
It breaks my heart
Knowing you may not return
I guess I’ve learned
I kept my mouth shut for 8 years to protect you
So your life wouldn’t come crashing down too
I want you back
Because there’s the love I lack
The love only a mother can give
In order for her daughter to live
Mommy you are my world.