You do realise it’s all your doing?
All your nagging and baby-cooing?
Your make-up, mascara and lipstick,
your obsession with acting thick
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Troubled life leaves troubled mind,
Sleep the only answer I can find.
Sleep brings ignorance, with that comes bliss,
Past caring what you miss.
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My feelings overwhelm me. Like I’m in a vice being
Crushed. So strong, so real, but I know it is
Lust. Tears fall like ice being
Crushed. I can’t escape though I know I
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Part of me missing.
Gone.
All of it.
All the thoughts,
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I decided, the other day, to join the AA.
I heard they do roadside
Assistance. Now that’s quite handy.
Because I often end up in a
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A war of love, a war I lost,
The stakes were high, my soul it cost.
Lamed, maimed and ripped apart,
A defenceless casualty, was my heart.
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A brutal murder.
A summer sky.
A faceless person.
Watching you die.
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It shouldn’t be this way.
I don’t want to be gay.
I want to be normal.
I want me to like girls.
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You’re looking at me.
What do you see?
Describe me.
I can’t, you see.
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It hurts inside Mummy.
But I don’t know where.
I think it hurts all over Mummy.
Even in my hair.
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