Danielle Arsuaga Poems

I get a funny feeling,
it comes from deep inside.
I get all mad and angry,
wanting to go and hide.
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I feel like a sex toy
That is all I ever really was
Held down
And played with
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I’m A Great Mistake
I’m A Beautiful Disaster
I’m Such A Mindless Freak.
I Give Myself Beautiful Marks.
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Hold me close and don’t let go;
I'm so scared to be alone.
I've been by myself for too long,
And always had to be strong.
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I must admit that I have often thought
of leaving it all behind and letting everything go

I was lost and alone, as I always am,
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i'm alone....
well....
here with death....
fighting and losing....
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Here I sit and write this poem
Thinking of all I love and all I hate
Thoughts of suicide thinking its my fate
I think of all the times I used to laugh
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HELD his letter in my hand,
And even while I read
The lightning flashed across the land
The word that he was dead.
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Friends forever you said and were wrong
You told me our friendship would always be strong
But then you met her my life tumbled down
Then I moved to a new school and then a new town…
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