I used to think I wanted my father
to stay in my life being my dad
and yet he has left because of my mom
i've realized it was all for the best
...
I know this world doesn't want me
though I can't stand to think
that there might be one person
in this harmfull world
...
I've seen you before
from a place I used to call home
the last time I saw you
you couldn't want to be near
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In the stormy night
I wait for you in the cold
hoping you will hep me
be able to escape the rain
...
I've lived wothout you
though kept you in my mind
you were never really with me
just always in my mind
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Love can last forever
hopes and dreams will tend to fade
though if your in love
or living in your dreams
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I've always felt as if I didn't belong
like i'm supposed to be in a diffferent world
not to live in this life
with this family of shame
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family and friends
may come first
when it comes to having
someone special in your life
...
he says he's here to stay
when not to long ago
he had finally left
even though
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I can't do anything I want
when I know he doesn't want me
to be getting hurt
though the past
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