He Still Cares Poem by danielle bennett

he says he's here to stay
when not to long ago
he had finally left
even though
I though he was gone forever
he returned from the darkness
I never believed
he really wanted to help
from getting myself killed
by not only my uncle but my ex too
my real love, Cody, he was different
if he could have been here
he would have protected me
with every possibly thing
he would ever think of
and I of all people failed him
and yet he still cares
he wanted me to stop
cutting my wrists and and wanting to smoke
though I stopped one of them
the other one will always remain
from all this pain i'm still in
without him here to love me