Deep Wounds

It doesn't hurt
It never has,
Can't feel a thing
I should be glad.
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I heard your footsteps
And knew that this will be a long fight.
I took a deep breath and felt that this is ain't right.
I got your fingerprints all over my body,
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No one can hear my screams of my painful cries..
No one can see that I always cut my thighs..
You stole my life and make me feel insecure..
I feel like a disease that have no cure..
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I feel like drowning in depression
Why everything is turning to a lesson?
Life is hard and in a second I become so stressing
Can you tell me God what I did wrong?
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How could you leave me when I needed you?
How could you never say Goodbye?
I waited you to come home..
Daddy, your little girl tears will never dry..
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For standing by me..
Through my darkest days..
For telling me suicide is not a good answer!
And showing me a better different ways..
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She was a daughter, friend and a sister..
You took her life away,
And everyone is gonna miss her..
You took her dreams, future and her laughter..
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Suicide is an answer,
To all the questions that I ask...
Suicide is a safe side,
When I break to a half…
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Soon I'll be gone away from here,
And I will be no longer sad my dear.
I know sometimes I'll be missed,
But I only want to end it
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All I need is a word to say,
All I need to see you for another day..
I miss you dad and my end is near,
And your name is the last thing I want to hear..
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