Deja Still

Home is where the heart is;
at least thats what they say.
My heart has gotten lost;
'Home' changes everyday.
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I carry a secret inside;
that tears at my soul.
I bury it farther down;
it still continues to pull.
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From the beginning, I have loved you...
I loved you first when I wasn't capable of knowing;
I loved you when I didn't grasp that love is
unselfish and without sin.
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You are the demon;
that haunts my dreams.
I pretend not to feel your presence;
even as i sleep.
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My head is spinning;
my heart is racing.
Days and Nights;
are all a blur.
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God give me just one more chance to be;
one more breath to breathe.
Look into my eyes and see;
all the love before you leave.
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Eyes set on addiction;
intense and drawing close.
Searching for my answer;
fighting off this next dose.
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Sometimes there's no words,
To express how one feels.
Sometimes there's no comfort,
In the ways to be healed.
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Who is this stranger,
That sleeps in our bed.
The one who's name I cherished,
Can't even be said.
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Is it better to be feel alone;
and have a hand to hold?
Or is it better to feel alone;
with no one by your side, left out in the cold?
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He opened my eyes
To world never shown.
He carried me away
And made me his own.
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Through your eyes, I can see your heart.
All your love, hurt, and deepest thoughts.
From the touch of your fingertips, your words I can hear.
Your laughs, secrets, and biggest fears.
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I hear a tapping at the window
then a knocking at the door.
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