Fleeing from my feelings, desperately trying to hide,
I can't help but feel like I'm empty inside,
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Neutrality and indifference, two things stuck inside my brain,
All of a sudden the extraordinary, seems so mundane,
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My selfish, blind ignorance, may cost me the best,
Such a long journey, such a strenuous quest,
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Contemplating on all of the things that I feel,
I've slowly started to wonder, is this love real?
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As life goes on I can do nothing but shout,
from the pain and the torture, my anguish rings out,
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My eyelids grow heavy, my body has taken all it can endure,
im miserable in the daytime, and sleep is my only cure,
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Staring at my mirror, displeased and distraught,
reminiscing upon all the battles ive fought,
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Life's trials and tribulations have all but worn me down,
my hopes an inhibitions lay in waste upon the ground,
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Is he happy or not.. he cant even tell,
Everyday he goes through sum new kind of hell,
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Everyday of my life, grows exceedingly harder,
My legs have grown weak, I can't go any farther,
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