Derryn Whitaker

You are the cause
You are my pain
You are the reason
I'm going insane
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I knew a girl who liked to draw,
She drew pictures that nobody saw,
She was more artistic alone at night,
In her bathroom out of sight,
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Don't think they can't hear you,
Or the nasty things you say,
Don't think your words can't hurt them
And make them sad throughout the day
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Lonely and hurt,
Broken I remain
Residing in hell,
living in pain
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I twirl as my mood softens
my smile is the sun.
There is light in my heart
and bliss in the air.
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If you only really knew me
Maybe then you would see
That this smile covers up
All the pain I feel in me
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Just a cut.
Just a scratch.
'What's that mark? '
'It was the cat'.
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Would you like to hear a secret,
Something I'll bet you never knew,
A secret deep inside me,
I've been hiding it from you.
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A shattered cough,
Lost breath,
Broken skin,
I am Death.
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I wish I wasn't about to say this,
i no longer feel that spark when we kiss.
It hurts me to walk out that door
But I don't love you any-more.
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I wake up each morning with a smile on my face.
Wondering how I ended up with your grace.
Each day I realize just how amazing you are.
It didn't take long for you to steal my heart.
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Forgive me for liking you too much,
And I'll forgive you for not liking me enough.
Forgive me for the loud racing heartbeats of my heart,
and I'll forgive you for not hearing it.
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If I could catch a rainbow, I would just for you,
And share with you it's beauty on the days you're feeling blue,
If I could build a mountain,
You could call your very own,
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Alone I sit, buried in this windowless room, face down in a pillow, where my body
Lies still while my brain leisurely corrupts my earlier happiness,
Overriding it with somber memories of the things I tried so hard to forget.
Not one memory's neglected, the tears flow freely from the corner of my
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This pain is now my torture
and i don't know what to do
it doesn't seem that long ago
when i felt so close to you
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Come over here and talk to me
I can help if you're feeling blue
I can comfort and soothe your pain
Who cares if I'm sad too.
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I love you, and I am sorry
Please forgive me
For all that I've done
I'm sorry for being me
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So many thoughts,
I don't know where to begin,
I'll start from my heart,
and what I feel within.
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Through tears and fights,
Through smiles, I knew everything would be alright,
Through love and hate,
Through betrayal and debate,
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It's easy to see,
How beautiful you are to me.

I'll hold your hand in mine,
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