Rupert Pine Poems

It begins with a smile, a friendly wave.
Hanging out, sharing everything.
We grow close, and our bond deepens.
But it breaks with fights, name calling, assumptions.
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I hate my body.
It hates me too.
I look at myself
and see something that isn't true.
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Again, it feels as if everyone's gone, their presence still lingers, but
I'm alone with my thoughts, stuck in a dark void.
The feeling of loneliness is overwhelming
I feel unwanted, Unneeded,
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I'm starting to realize,
I don't know true friendship,
I was never treated right as a friend,
Their lies and backstabbing,
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It feels when I'm alone,
Darkness covers me like a blanket,
It cradles me in its arms,
My thoughts cirlcing in a never ending vortex of sadness and loneliness,
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Stuck in this loop.
My mental state is deteriorating.
I can only seem to get worse.
I'm restless
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I'm tired.
I cannot fall asleep.
In a state of constant fear.
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Failure.
Again and Again.

I've failed again. I'm stuck and lost.
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I've thought about what would happen.
If I were to disappear.
Or simply pass away.
My head spins in the thoughts.
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Happiness.
What a fake thing.
Easy to fake.
It seems as if no one cares anymore.
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