Elizabeth Shadows

I hate you
I hate that you left me stand stupid for so long
I hate that you thought I could or would take it.
I hate you
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I do not believe the words I'm saying
I cry and cry
Know I'm doing the right thing
I'm doing this because of you
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I don't know
I don't know anything
If you ask me a question
I give you a blank stare
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One day I'm going to be gone
There won't be I'm sorry
There won't be I miss you
I disappeared
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I love you
I love you for you
I love you when you're with me
I love when you're vulnerable
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Kairi
Gentle, Shy, Confident, Stubborn
Relative of Ancient Lena
Lover of Corey
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I wish someone would have told me it's hard
I thought everything was lovey dovey
I thought it was easy
I thought he care more
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Standing on the sidelines
watching people live their small insignificant lives
Seeing people cause
hurt and pain to others
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Tiredness befalls me,
May I wake,
Who knows,
If I sleep let me be,
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My heart not tectically broken
It's swelling
It's ready to blow
It's ready to explode
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I wish to be that girl...
That girl that's perfect
That girl with the smile
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</>I don't know much
But I do i know this
This was the first time I felt love
And it was the first time I've been in so much pain
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I look in the mirror
And onslaught myself
With harsh, ugly comments
Why was I crying?
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My mind hazy and cluttered.
Full of unsense that doesnt matter
My head rocking
bout to fall off my neck
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What do you want fom me?
I gave you my heart
I gave you my love
I gave you my soul
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You wondered why I never trust people
Its because when I do people take advantage me
You did too
I trusted you
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You wonder why I sigh
And It because of you
You ask and ask
And i never tell.
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You think you want me
But you like the idea of me
But you really don't want me
You really don't care
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I lay a wake at night
Waiting for you to come to my window
Night after night
But you don't
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