Ellen Devilliers

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'Hold on to my hands.'

My father’s gentle hands,
Worn by work, a craftsman’s hands
...

I am waiting for you. Waiting for a sign.
Lost behind the screens of well-wishers, sympathy, kindness.
Well behind the ropes of the ring, out of bounds.
When will you come? Will I know?
...

You are not here.
Your smile, your laughter, gentle humour,
No longer greet our mornings,
Susan Small has packed her case and gone.
...

Summer evenings on a crowded beach, with youngsters playing,
Carefree abandon, joyous adolescence, salad days of insouciance,
A young man with a guitar sang them their philosophy,
Your eyes, full of tenderness and desire,
...

Dissolution, evaporation, the ending of our love
Like the rising of the morning mist, comes by slow degrees,
Imperceptible, inevitable, a slowly changing structure,
A change wrought in the heart before the mind.
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Ellen Devilliers Biography

I am a university lecturer living and working in France with my family and partner. Renewed contact with a long-lost-friend-now-turned-partner has enabled me to put some of my deepest feelings into words, for which I am tenderly grateful. I have no pretensions about them, they stand uniquely for myself and hopefully to be shared by others. Enjoy.)

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My Father’s Hands.

'Hold on to my hands.'

My father’s gentle hands,
Worn by work, a craftsman’s hands
Tapering fingers, an artist’s hands
Were those I watched with fascination
Were those that held mine, a child’s hands,
Washed by them with such attention.

Those hands that in my last memories I held
And asked him for more time,
More time to hold on to them,
More time to hold on to him
Just a little more time.

Generous as ever, he stretches out his hands
To me, a woman now, no longer the child
Whose hands he washed so delicately
Yet still needing that final contact
Still needing to hold his hands
For just a little more time.

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