Before calling you up
there's always a kind of excitement
something unknown,
something very sweet.
...
I am a fool, an idiot.
Don't even know how to show you my love,
how to say That
I am wounded badly
...
Now i have no tears,
no more fears.
I am free to love you
the way i want,
...
You call me someone's wife
or address me a prostitute
Both are not given rights
And respect.
...
I met a girl named 'Asha'.
The light brown eyes of her
don't let me sleep at night,
keep haunting in my mind.
...
Waiting for a Ray..
A Way..
Which would take me along with it.
But waitings are Endless
...
once on a early winter morning
i picked up my scooty
was riding on the city roads
i saw..
...
She knows no Sunday
Everyday is a Monday
No fixed official working hours.
Every hour - An emergency
...
The tears i cried
didn't go futile
were not worthless emotions
became pearl of commotion
...
you carry diamonds
in two cracked open balls
which no one can see
except thee
...
I didn't say a word
not a single sigh
when you pierced
me with your lie.
...
i still could not laugh the laughter in me
i still could not laugh wholeheartedly
yes, now i too have friends
other than you
...
Unable To Say Those Three Simple Letters
Before calling you up
there's always a kind of excitement
something unknown,
something very sweet.
A tingling.
And when you pick up the phone
before you say 'hello'
my heart beat goes out of my control;
i feel sensation all over my body.
And when i hear your voice
it takes my breath away...
i feel like something has been said
something divine, soothing, soft,
the soul touching music.
Then i wait for the three letter word
waiting seems like a century has passed.
And when you just say that
the moment i cant describe
feel like i am dying...
Dying in extreme pleasure;
in a mystical land i find my self
alone but with you.
Though there are so many people around
i become numb to everything except your voice.
they call me hundreds of time
but all in vain
because i m already lost
lost..lost..lost...
somewhere in those words
you just said a moment before.
I try to be normal
but i m no more in my senses
blushing i am
anyone can see
even when i try to conceal.
Feel like i have lived hundreds of lives in just one moment
passed centuries, crossed millenniums.
but find myself unable to respond
to reply
to say that 'honey, i love u too'.
The words i used to say
when i lay
on my bed and dream.
But now i find myself unable to say those simple words.