It has been by my side for so long
It devours the essence of my being
A man who enjoyed the wonders of Life
now gone
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A Life Time
It has been by my side for so long
It devours the essence of my being
A man who enjoyed the wonders of Life
now gone
walk as a husk of my former,
doing good upon others, see if I still feel…
Sorrow is all that is present
an endless void of twisting rot filled my heart my core, a familiar ache
loneliness, a friend I’ve grown accustomed to
tears carried the same message, a broken record
Forsaken on an island of darkness in the depths of my mind, none to reach out to
endurance… wavering
no escape...
it creeps like a murderer with silent intent
it comes and tells me things, horrid things
I shove it aside and tried so hard, yet so weak
the battle mattered little
it comes again, disparity grips me
piercing my thoughts with thoughts
I take the sharpened edge
perform the deed before it consumes my soul, my very existence
the regret deceit abandonment mistreatment misery
THE YEARS OF IT ALL MUST END.
A simple slice led to…
bliss
I fell but, no pain came. The body felt like a temple
growing silence ever pressing
granted sanctuary as time stood motionless
everything faded and bled.
is this really happening?
it has finally stopped
for the moment
let it...
all…
End.