Evita Saldana

BATTER UP!
My stomach feels on
fire as if it were
a volcano erupting.
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What do i do in times like this?
He's my best friend!
I knew he had feelings for me,
he had told me in my face.
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Why are you like that?
Cocky, mean, & a jerk?
While at the same time,
Nice, amazing, & good looking?
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I never thought life would be this hard
So now im tearing apart.
Don't know which direction to go.
Why can't you be here like i was there for you?
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Should we just take a break?
Or do you want to work it out?
Becuase everytime i try to break it off
You come running back sayin you'll change
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Boy why'd you do it?
Why'd you go out with me in the first place?
Was it cause you thought i was an easy target?
Or cause you really cared?
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I'm just tired of these troubles that i try to hide.
Makes me wanna wash away my whole world inside.
I think it's time that I make changes in things I do.
This weight on my chest im ready to lose.
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I learned to laugh
I learned to cry
Will i ever learn to say goodbye?
I never knew that seeing another girl love you
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It's funny how I think it's gonna workout for the 10th time with him.
It's shockin to people when they find out
how many chances i've given him.
I hate feeling how i do.
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