fallen angel

I’ve encountered what I believe to be
The most crucial point of my existence
Terrified too scared to move
Exhausting patience with my resistance
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Pretty sure I’m losing my mind
Reality has been unkind
The ground is moving under my feet
I’m losing control; it’s hard to sleep
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There are some things I would like to change
But what are they? It’s hard to say
The chain reaction, and domino effect
Would change the image, the mirror reflects?
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It’s time baby boy
It’s time for you to leave
I can feel you linger here
I haven’t been able to grieve
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My sense of self worth has been destroyed
My self esteem a hallow void
All the mirrors must be distorted
The refection I see is a little contorted
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Slowly he creeps,
he slithering his way,
back into unwelcoming arms.
But in the midst of temptation
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Comfortably sleeping
Quiet and moist
Not a worry except
For the freedom of choice
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In the morning when I wake,
It starts.
As soon as I open my eyes.
Regrets of the day before
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We are critical in nature
With derogatory thoughts
Belittling one another
By indicating faults
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A Promise of a new beginning
A chance to forget the past
I’ve licked my wounds
To prevent the scars
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Forgive and forget
That's what they preach
Them and their infinate wisdom
Who are they to judge?
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I cried out to the lord
And I heard him say
What will ye that I shall do unto you?
That my eyes maybe opened I asked
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