fiona ortega

befor i met u i wnted to die
befor i met u i did nt kno wht to do wit ma life
befor i met u i hated ma self
but thn whn i met u i begged to live
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the words the heartached wht can i do
the pain the lies why do i stay
the hurt the despair i swear i cant bear it no longer.
whn i call u tell me lies
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it kills me to kno ur wit her
it kills me to c ur happy
it kills me to kno im not urs
it kills me cuz i dnt wnt 2 luz u so i dnt say anythin
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i am as hard as a lollipop on the outside
i am as soft as a marshmallow in the inside
i am breakable just like glass
i am hard to break just like glass
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u
do i think abt u
do i laugh whn i tlk to u
do i smile to hide the jealousy
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they hide the pain thru the thick color of brown
they hide the pain i saw yesterday
they hide the sorrow that i have
they are somethin that people think they are like the rest but they aint
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i thnk of u whn im sleepn
i thnk of u whn im awake
i thnk of u durn the day
i thnk of u durn the night
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