give me the strength I need to go on
this symphony of sorrow has played
to long
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better as fiction don't wanna face the truth.
write away my sorrow even in my youth.
I'm a stranger to myself the pills they dull
my pain emotions sore there gone again.
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Reflection
I am looking in a mirror at myself only I don't see my reflection
I see someone else I cry out I scream in my head who is this
looking back at me why can't I see that person why do they look dead.
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I stay like a play draw back the curtains and I fade away
Into the spotlight where I don't belong my hand's shake
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Cold lips uncaring words sentimental touches unfelt
numb to the soul tears turn to dust when the blade is
held not human am I unlovable what is love no warmth
only cold no reasons left only cold sick of excuses as to
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Society (for Book)
Living in a civilization I am forced
to endure I want to strike a blade
give you a shave flay the skin from
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Follow me into my insanity
can you see what i see do
you feel what i feel is any
of it real do you see the
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