Gavyn Krueger

Do not look at me,
For I am dead.
I have grown white as the first winter's snow.
My soul is lifeless and I am merely a ghost.
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I long for it, I can't live without it.
With every morning that passes,
I die just a little more.
With every night I can't touch thee,
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There are no words to describe this feeling
Inside of me,
it has taken over my body and mind like
Hypnosis.
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The colors changing ever so quickly.
The temperature dropping with every day that
Passes.
Trees turning naked every night.
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On the outside, I look fine and normal,
But on the inside, I am dieing.
The news just eats at me, feeding off my
Dieing body.
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Drown me in my sorrows,
Drown me in my pain.
Drown me in my anguish,
So I can no longer feel.
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He moves so quickly, laughing as he goes.
His cheeks bouncing with every step like
Bouncy balls off the pavement.
the littlest legs taking the tiniest steps
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</></>I wander aimlessly through this dark, dark place,
Keeping my head high but still so low.
But, as I wander and these people see my face,
there's only so much I can take, 'til I blow.
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Your voice is like an angel's touch,
Your voice is what I love so much.

Your body is what I want to feel,
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I sit alone, no one to talk to.
Am I dead? I feel dead.
It's something that everyone dreads.
I can't be dead, I bleed everynight.
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He's in my dreams, He's in my thoughts,
It all reminds me of how I fought.
He always told me I was weak,
He always told me not to scream.
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What am I doing?
Picking my poison.
Slowly drinking
The one that I’ve chosen
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The Pain behind those eyes,
The Feelings that are felt,
Looking in the mirror, I see myself.
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The sun begins to rise.
Light beaming down on me as I start to close
My eyes.
I sit, not thinking, not wondering,
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Come, my love. For you are free.
Into these arms, I forever embrace thee.
I hold you 'til the sun comes up.
I hold you 'til the sun drops.
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In the heart of the belly of the bear,
I am safe.
I can not be touched to get hurt,
I can not touch to hurt thee.
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Forever is what I want, forever to be
Longed by the heart that keeps me alive.

Forever is what I want, forever to see
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Everyone seems so happy, And I, so
Depressed.
I can no longer pretend, I can no longer be
Fake.
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</>Days going by so slow,
Nights going by so quickly.
Waiting for that day,
O, that day will be amazing!
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The eyes make the moonlight dim.
The smile makes a red rose black.
The graciousness of the walk makes the
Swan seem clumsy.
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