grim blackhart

I stray onto sacred ground
The resting place of souls bygone.
Solace is what I seek,
But there is no solace
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Rain, rain, go away,
Because of you the pain will stay.
Slit my throat, cut out my heart,
Leave me here, tear it apart.
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another look inside my head,
when all my thoughts are left for dead.
my thoughts of life are so musch different.
and are anything cut self-sufficient.
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I get a funny feeling,
it comes from deep inside.
I get all mad and angry,
wanting to go and hide.
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i don't want you to read this,
i dont want you to see...
what exactly it is, that you've done to me...
i'll escape into the dard time.
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My thoughts are jumbled, lost in a haze,
So I put this pen on the page and start the maze.
Winding through my mind to feel,
what is needed to help and kill.
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harsh words and violent blows
hidden secrets nobody knows
eyes are open, hands are fisted
deep inside im warped and twisted
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My eyes turn to grey
The darkness sets in
Memories all blend together
As blood drips down my skin
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struggling, cutting, sawing...
through the thick wire
climbing through a mesh of
personified rays of light..
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Hear the rumbles of millions crying in despair
It doesn’t disappear. The disease is spreading among the deceased
You walk among them with a eccedentesiast smile
Smells of your vile taste burn the skin, all this sin
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I stare to the madness, I see just my pain,
it staring me back, drowning me in the sadness...

My tears flow, blinding me, just for vain,
for no reason, my mind falling to the emptiness...
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baby i see your face, i see your smile;
all the while. it never leaves it never fades;
through the days. all i do is think of you.
all that flows through my mind, all the time,
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She smiles, I cry.
She's brave, I’m shy.
She loves, I’m alone.
She’s amazing, I’m unknown.
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Drowning in a darkness
Of deep despair
Believing the lies I hear
And seeing truths not there
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Paxil to make you happy
Weed to make you high
Nyquil to make you sleep
Energy shots to make you active
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Your wicked tongue,
It speeks much evil.

Your pallid face,
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I thought of you today but that’s nothing new
I thought about you yesterday and the day before that too
for every day good or bad you'll always be in my head
I hope you've understood everything I’ve said
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Listen..
We are outcasted
We are the shaken
We are rejected
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A daughter is hated, driven insane.
The schizophreniac became
more withdrawn into her life.
Her mother monitored the strife.
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Night is the worst time
Night is a hard time
Why can't I sleep
Why can't I rest
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