They lied to me...
They said the pain would fade...
They said one day I'd forget...
They said one day I wouldnt cry when I thought of you...
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Its not the end I fear...
Its not the thought of moving on.
Its the chance that what I find is nothing but an epmty abyss of total darkness.
The thought that all I am, everything I'll ever be, will end in a thoughtless vastness with nothing left of the real me.
...
One thread works togeather with another to make a blanket.
One blanket can keep one person warm.
One person can change the lives of millions in one lifetime.
One person can hurt thousands with one action.
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Not every story has a happy ending, not every song plays a pretty tune.
Sometimes when the sky falls down all around you and the creatures come to play.
Your not strong enough to hold it up and keep them at bay.
Sometimes you leave with more than a scratch and sometimes when your heart breaks there is no way to put it back.
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Daddy
They lied to me...
They said the pain would fade...
They said one day I'd forget...
They said one day I wouldnt cry when I thought of you...
That one day everything would be okay...
They lied to me.
Your gone, and everything seems so wrong.
The pain runs through me like fire.
The tears fall like the rain of a neverending storm.
Your last words ring in my ears.
Your last image only brings more tears.
They lied to me
It never went away, not even for a day
The heat never cooled, the anger just pooled.
It grew in my depths, stealing the smiles from my lips.
As i fade into sleep, the softest crystals fall to my pillow,
they leave with my thoughts as I fall into your smiles.
I wake with another dream of you fresh as the morning dew in my memorys. Daddy, oh daddy... I wish you were here to tell me what to do... I'm so lost without you...