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the razor in hand it is to my expections...
a swift slice and i fell...
finaly i feel the...thethe...PAIN
emotion so sweet so bitter yet so ecepted...
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rain falls sielently
as does the tears of my heart
coolness stills its beat
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could my loved one ever forgive me
in that sin witch i so carelessly alowed to happen
i never thought that i could be so blind not even i could have seen
but now it is over will she ever love me again or will she too shun my touch
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HOW...
can they just play it off as if my world isnt falling off any balacne it had
HOW...
can they simply not see the change from demon
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do you remember when you walk by the grave yard how you hold your breath...
i dont i get a blank spot in my head and i walk by...
one day i entered and saw a family weeping i keep walking but with a new feeling...
a feeling of deja vu.....
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i am a assassin
no contry is safe
they will be multi-tasken
but they know OUR face
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this thing i hunt is no longer human too long have i stood idly by and let her...it become become the Queen of prostituets master of lairs once too many times have i been lied too and this time i am done for a lie is a gateway sin it leads to others and this one has made my brother condemed but now she will fall the blood of a tousand demons will be spilled in order to undo what sh...it put in affect so now to do what had to be done at birth....
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have you ever lost a friend
to death or suiside
i have
now imagine that they were your brother and uncle
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the crimson color...
the metalic taste...
the glow...
the taboo...
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