Whenever I return to the playground of the past
peering into its deceptive spaces
I see your shirt, but not you
your smile, but not you
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I had a house
a bed of dreaming wood
some pain on the shelf
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Sometimes, at nightfall, I break down and cry
Then I resent my tears, which have illuminated the world
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Barefoot, they run from their past
from hands waving behind a heavy wall
and trembling mothers who anoint themselves with a final tear
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You are there, building a home
and I am here, demolishing a memory
Your home, which will be open to all
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Between us is night with its flickering features
a star, stripped of her gown of memories
pasted bare in distant space.
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Why, when the wind sleeps
does an exile whistle through my clothes
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Whenever the cold pavements stretch before me
and the warmth of my quilt dwindles away
I take him from my memory box
and light him, a matchstick of tenderness.
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