lessons in life must be learnt by myself,
successful dreams: not concerned with my wealth...
my real identity in the process of being found,
day by day: I narrow it down...
...
these past years have been taken in moderation,
teaching me to accept this wrath...
of figuring out who I am,
am I following his plan,
...
this life of mine,
I have lived it quite selfishly.
It seems
I let this sinful world get the best of me.
...
it is hard
to put our past behind us,
especially with
shame and guilt to remind us.
...
my name is hunter lee sawyer, i am but 19 years young, and i'm the youngest son in my family. i consider myself just another person stuck in this life of strife, slowly finding my true self. Being still a teenager, i have received praise from my friends and family telling me of how mature i am for my age, though i am aware there are still many lessons for my young mind to learn, i appreciate all the support from my friends and family. i believe that deep down all humans share the same feelings, though some hide more than others. im trying to get my feelings and thoughts out to anyone who feels lost in this world, for we all have been there. what i wish to do with my life is help those less fortunate than myself and to become a youth minister or something along those lines to help lost souls realize that believing in yourself is where it all starts. i love meeting and talking with new people, so if you would like to discuss any problems or just life in general, feel free to email me, thanks yall.)
Finding Myself
lessons in life must be learnt by myself,
successful dreams: not concerned with my wealth...
my real identity in the process of being found,
day by day: I narrow it down...
about what it is I wish to make of my life,
ways that I wish to end this strife,
endless nights: contemplating what’s right...
slowly traveling the route as before,
my mind wondering what to explore,
the path of life: no doubt takes a detour...
veering off the blinded path,
reminisce as I unwind the past,
no regrets: take time to laugh...
deep down I believe this is meant to be,
for every answer can’t be given to me,
life doesn’t always seem a prison to me...
though trapped down for some years,
eventually learning to endure the fears,
everyone cries: don’t secure the tears...
I share with others the same qualities,
searching my soul, answers found adoptively,
allow none to preach how my life ought to be...
for I am aware of my own mistakes,
at the time I felt somewhat of disgrace,
looking back, not a thing I would replace...
errors made me earn my lessons,
prayers helped me turn my direction,
and realize it was time for correction...