ilona brandwacht Poems

If been away for more then 1620 days
I have cried in many ways.
But then it was time to return ones again.
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I’d admire the eagle who is on his way
I admire him because he is here to stay

I wish I could be like him
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When I think of me
I don’t know who I should be
I’m afraid I won’t like what I see
I don’t know if I’ll be free
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When I am in the woods
I can feel his roods
I know he is all around
Even though he makes no sound
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I don’t think it’s fair
It isn’t fair you’re back there
Back in the hospital again
Going trough the same thing as then
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She feels like she is locked up
And the key is drubbed
Drubbed down in a big black hole
Where she has no control
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