I love to meet knew people. Im an Irish-Italian-English redhead (although it may explain alot) . :) I enjoy intellectual, interesting conversations. I folllow my heart but also take the time to anaylze things before jumping into action. Some random things i can say about me are Im really good at organizing things, which makes life a little easier. I work two jobs at Bath & Body Works and Kohls. I plan on going back to college in the spring or fall of 2011, after I get my taxes for my FAFSA. I love to draw, read, watch movies, go on bike rides, go out in the city with my friends and I love to do photography. I tend to be a very empathetic person and feel emotions very strongly, yet my friends often comment about how calm i can be, even in stressful situations. Something I consider a benefit is how accurate my gut feeling are about a person. I do still give people a chance to make an impression though. I guess you can say my friends are my substitute family. I care about people alot and i guess you can say im the one who likes to take care of people. Some people nowadays just look for sex, a constricting relationship, money or whatever they can get from you before they run to the next person, which is why I dont trust too many people easily. I value my freedom very much, even in a relationship (doesnt mean I dont like a good cuddle or hug =]) . I value honesty (if you're not honest with me, I wont even bother to take you seriously or even listen to what you say) , loyalty, and people who are genuine and upfront. I dont even give people with ulterior motives a chance. I simply refuse to talk to them. I like when I meet people who are dorky and funny and truthful, even if it means telling me I was wrong. I love when I can count on people, like my friend Symphia to tell me, with an objective view 'this is what happened, this is what I think, and this is why I think you were wrong'. People like her I, not only respect, but look up to.
I can be independant but not overly so. I still appreciate it when a guy holds a door open for me. If you wanna know more, please ask. :)
Salty tears fall like rain
And cold air fills the dark room
Each dropp holds an ounce of pain
As the light pours down from moon
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I don't want to hurt anymore.
I cant take all these cuts
After all you put me through
The pain is becoming too much
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Shadows fall where you once walked
A hard line between truth and lies
This distorted reality that u paint
creates pain that is invisible to you.
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Behind this oh-so-pleasant face
Lies this lonely, insecure girl who fell from grace.
Who, behind her well-constructed mask
waits for the fragile, cracking hearts she attacks.
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