IT'S ME K.S.Z Poems

On the cloudiest days and the darkest nights
The sun still shines though it’s not in sight
Hidden and locked away with in our minds
There is this box full of perpetual sunshine
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Inevitability ticks and tocks and does not stop
Does not slow down and does not speed up
It goes around and around like infamous thoughts.
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I hate you!
I want to believe that but I can’t make it reality
I am drawn to you like a positive to a negative
I don’t understand why
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The write I words make sense they do

Understand I am them it’s true
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I see but can they see me?
I walk alone for many years
Inside a realm of my imagination
Time stopped like the day of death
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I check my e-mail… no one writes!
I check the mail… no packages tonight!
I watch TV…. nothings on!
I open a book… it’s too dam long!
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A concealed blockage in synaptic performance
Hidden electric pulses emitting from my brain
Control of my body is all but lost
My nervous system is going insane
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The mask of human emotions
Subconsciously locked away
Hidden from the world
All the pleasures and pains
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So many lives affected, so many family’s astray
So many left there home’s at moments notice, in a systematic array
A quarrel of foreign domestic, a dilemma not of our own
Soldiers fighting for something, most of which is unknown
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I think of the times we have had together
I think of the things we promised each other
All things where so sincere until I left
Time changed our very nature
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