I get in that zone, only one thing to do,
It’s a place that I never want to go back to,
I hold the cold metal blade in my hand,
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Death, oh deep brutal death,
I know one day that you will take me,
But until then I will forever flee,
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Once again I have fallen into the dark,
I have been filled with depression and pain,
Crying everyday, my tears fall like rain,
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I just want to end it,
Die from the cut that my blade just slit,
At moments like these it’s my only way out,
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Why must you do this now,
Must our relationship take that final bow,
I was a fool and thought we would last long,
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My blade is my very own metallic potion,
Its edge helps me control this dark emotion,
The pain melts away as if it were ice on a summer day,
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Life like an ice-cream on a hot summer day
Slowly melting away till there is nothing but a puddle,
A puddle of something that could have been greater,
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I love you,
I want for us to always be together,
My love for you goes on forever,
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I sit alone in my room,
Crying and weeping,
The presence of death is slowly creeping,
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Speak, time heals all wounds
Spoken, though love lies in tombs
There is no time
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I lay here where my blood has left a stain
They say you aren’t worth this pain
I say you are worth every moment
Every dying, weeping component,
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These memories ache my heart,
Remembering, reliving every single part,
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Your elemental soul, filled with a hot fire
My spiritual heart, filled with a burning desire
A desire to love, to love my one and only.....
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Pain
I get in that zone, only one thing to do,
It’s a place that I never want to go back to,
I hold the cold metal blade in my hand,
The depressing pain is something I can withstand,
In a way this is a skeleton key to my emotions,
Every now and then I love to take in that metallic potion,
It slides across my skin going deeper and deeper,
If I cut deep enough I will soon see the reaper,
Each scar a distant memory of my horrible past,
Each time I do it I hope it will be my last,
If I do it enough I will soon end up dead,
The pain is charting my future for what lies ahead,
In the end it’s nothing more than regret,
It’s an action that I wish I could forget,
But I now will no longer feel that pain,
The memories are nothing more than an old blood stain.