Today I woke up and to my suprise, you were here with lavender coloured roses and chocolate for me too.
As I wiped the sleep from my eyes, I saw you and I smiled.
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The little things still get to me, like the shop with the towels saying luke and anthony. How is that not the world laughing, how is that not to remind me of my fall.
My fall from your hold and touch, the fall from were I thought I was your love. My fall that you pushed me into. So far I fell from the begining changing to be what you could love, but still I was not good enough. So I fell, from grace and sanity.
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I lay awake missing your touch, the touch that shadows the emptiness. It makes me feel worse, I'm so hollow when you say I fill you completely.
I try so hard to open up to you, but the fear you'll be like him is much to great. This fear is what I know you will tire of and the cause of your leaving.
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