I remember how being young was so easy,
I could play all day,
Sleep when I wanted,
Eat what I pleased,
...
Today I found a friend,
Who knew everything I felt.
she knew my every weakness,
And the problems I've been dealt.
...
Im misunderstood
No one even knows how I feel deep inside
Im misunderstood
No one knows the correct way to handle me
...
I distract them with my eyes,
And guide them with my words,
I try to persuade them,
And tell them its not a curse,
...
Burning bridges,
Taking chances,
People treat me way to different,
Always fighting for my right,
...
Theres a shadow when I sleep,
It watches over me,
And sometimes it speaks,
Call me crazy,
...
They stare,
When they see me,
Ive wondered for years,
Why do they stare,
...
I met this girl
And
She understand how I feel deep inside
She knows the correct way to handle
...
I wrote a poem about me
And got yelled at non sympathetically
Hearing my mother call me selfish
Trying to explain the problem to her
...
I tried it,
And it worked,
I caused the ones who really love me to hurt,
I thought it was for the best,
...
She feels trapped,
In this unfit body,
She feels trapped,
In this face she finds ugly,
...
i doubt he loves me,
i doubt he cares,
i doubt he knows how much i really need him there,
i doubt he sees the way i look at him,
...
breaking,
acheing,
two times closer to fading,
life is like a rollercoaster,
...
contemplation,
lack of dedication,
quick penetration,
too much information about other women's sensations,
...
Being Young
I remember how being young was so easy,
I could play all day,
Sleep when I wanted,
Eat what I pleased,
I remember how I could do what I wanted,
And not get punished,
I remember,
how I was easily loved,
And easily listened to,
Now being young,
is like a fantasy for me,
Now that im older,
All I want to be is young again,
I spent so much time trying to grow up,
I never really realized that being young was so much luck,
I can always be young in my dreams,
But when I wake up,
Ill always be the same old grown up me