I'm hot look at me
I've got anxiety
I'm skinny cuz I don't eat
Don't laugh that's not funny
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Waking up a broken mess..
all the wrong sides of the bed.
This feels normal now cause all the other feelings are dead.
I’m going through the motions that take me through my day.
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Mirror Mirror, I'm so ashamed....
It's all your fault, your to blame.
Paint this picture in front of me,
You leave no room for me to breathe.
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My happy heart is never tied down
I'll lead you on and still get around
Belive my lies, my honest eyes
I'm a royal Hustler can't you see my crown?
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Lullaby, It's sleeping time
One more day to dream away
Rest my head lay on my bed
Lights are off the movement stops
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I take these pills, I drink, I smoke
I spew my food, I puke, I choke
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My pretty little life, so cute and exciting
No one knows all the pain built up inside me
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Trying hard not to fall accustom to this money hungry world,
Society is so selfish and scared to let go of what we hold.
As the richer get richer and poorer get poorer,
Nothing is ever good enough and still we want more.
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See me popping these pills again
Smelling that liquor on my breath again
That race against time I've lost again
Into the wrong arms I fell into again
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Automatic guard
is up and it protects my heart
but when i try to bring it down
i end up lying on the ground again,
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