Jay Celador Biography

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i had a dream i was being attacked by an army of ghost children, who wanted to eat my flesh, and had bloody mouths and hands, but were transparent
and i kept watching them from entering the kitchen, there's two doors
also to keep them from attacking my family who were calmly watching tv like nothing was happening
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Nerves getting on my nerves
Maybe it's the universe getting me back for being a secret jerk
Making me nervous as retaliation for all the internal hate
Cardiacs are black
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(Falling Down)
There is no soundtrack to life.
Only painful silence, solitude in the night
Sound and fury sounds good in poetry
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'The Endless Struggle'

Highlight The negative
downplay the positive
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'In The Waiting Room I Wait'

I'm filling out a questioner
that weeds out the cases less severe
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