hello and welcome to my poems and my life my name is jen and im 39 i have 4 children and im a stay at home mum. this is due to many reasons and i now run a blog on facebook called poeticinjustice there i have found a way to share my poetry and life time of abuse in every way i speak out as a survivor in the hope to inspire and show courage with strength that its ok to have a voice and use it after all there are no written rules on poetry dont fear judgement from your pain we all have the right for recovery and for me i found freedom from past abused history in writing and i now hope to publish my book and continue to write i have started a book called parenting after sexual-abuse again my only wish is to help people left in a lonely world of recovery huge love and thank you for reading jen xx)
Demons Are Closer Than Ever
! now 37 and sat ready to see, my records stacked! ! I begin to unravel the blocked history! ! memories mostly spared, feelings entwined I now have to relate to her so through her feelings I begin to see the girl who fought for victory! she got it you see all be it at 12, free from care now back to him the judge weighed up it's between the devil and the deep blue sea for no safer is she yet you took me protect me care order still no safer abuse continued apon she but now medication in me I'm stable to see I won more victories, take him down the last abuser no longer shames me I won your sick game all be it at the cost of my family! ! 20 years on your lies fulled me so I thank you and the sick family for continuous support you gave he! ! alone I fought so desperately to protect my niece from he you gave me the strength to gain my victory lie detector done i passed you failed I'm now free no longer shamed by one of you I'll continue my recovery I will show the world all the failure for the proof is in front of me