Fear is not what I am afraid of.
True, it is a frightful thing to fear;
But the fear of fearing fear is overwhelming
Especially when its form becomes sheer
...
I crawl through a thorny trail,
Dragging my body along with only my soul,
Both have given up all hope,
Grief has taken toll.
...
inside I'm crying
outside I'm smiling
no one notices
but its hard for me to control these feelings
...
Into this world with a curse upon my name
For wherever I walk I coward in fear
People turning their heads to judge
Different people different faces
...
When morning wears crown,
with white light of early dawn
When the sun goes down,
and day removes its gown
...