Yall laugh, Yall tease, Yall criticize me,
Only because i had a different pain release,
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Born to a family were secrets are binds and lies are our foundation to get along.
Born to a mom who wasnt a mom who did crack to realease the pain she felt at the time.
Big responsibility on her plate as i was a baby she controlled my fate.Once born her addiction got the best of her but all she did was take the easy road.
Daddy dead killed selling drugs instead of caring for something he helped create he destroyed his own mind and determined his fate.
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A Pain Release
Yall laugh, Yall tease, Yall criticize me,
Only because i had a different pain release,
I cut, I scratch, i erase away, only puts me in a shameless place,
Doing all that, i felt no pain, the only pain i feel is the unbearable shame,
My lane, my vain i cut away,
The judging yall do makes me hold my head and say im lame,
Yall laugh, Yall tease, Yall criticize me,
I leave and while im walking im crying inside, Teardrops on my heart thats what i say,
Now im asking God why hes punishing me?
He gives no answer, gives no sign,
So i take Mr.Blade in my hand and close my eyes,
Trickle Trickle dripping down, I collapse on my knees kicking and squrming on the ground...