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Suffering everyday
Unknown by society
Isolated from reality
Cutting away my pain
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I want to belong
no longer walking alone
A stranger within my body
I no longer know myself.
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3.

Tears in blood
Leaving marks
Silent mouth
Eyes speak in poetry
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Insane by the minute...
Walking along deaths path
Locked in his thoughts...
the voices never STOP!
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I am a Mexican
Proud as the mother of a child
My heart as big as my Mexico
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The angel of death
Comes above me
And says
Don’t do it,
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Such wonderful moments
that the wind steals.
The pain is growing.
Every second that passes
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Isolation brings me here
To the shadows of evil.
My memories of day are gone.
Deeper by the minute
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Mexicans are brown
That’s my race
So don’t mess around
Mexican Pride
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15.

I'm an addict.
An addict to what?
Not to drugs.
I'm addicted to cutting
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I'm a lonely child.
Looking for...
Love,
Answers,
...

20.

Pain within me...
hurts.

Pain within me...
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Lyric Hernandez teardrop Biography

Breathe in experience, Breathe out poetry. My name is Lyric Jaxon Hernandez. I was born in Oklahoma but have lived my whole life in Wichita Kansas. I will be going to college to be a substance abuse counselor but I'm not sure when yet. I've been through enough in life and that has me writing many poems. I started writing poems when I was in the 6th grade. It was mostly just emotions and thoughts nothing really good or structured. Even now my poetry is free style I dont like the structured poetry it seems to confusing and not real to me. The years went on and my whole life made a complete turn for the worse. I started doing drugs and became addicted to them. The worse part is that my drug of choice was huffing inhalants and I became very addicted to it. Another thing that I was doing and that I still do now is cutting. I try to stop but its a struggle. That all went on for many years until I wasnt able to hide it from the people around me. I was out of control and got arrested many times. I needed help and I got that help from going to rehab for the first time in my life. I Went to rehab had a couple of relapse and finally graduated from there. I stayed sober and straight for awhile. That part of my life inspired me more to continue writing. My poetry became dark, hard and a little depressing. Then later on in life I relapsed and everything went down hill from there. I was back on the drugs especially huffing. Still cutting myself so I could deal with life. I was getting arrested almost every single day. Then finally one day I got arrested but ended up getting booked and went to the juvenile jail. That was the last time that I got arrested. I was in jail for awhile. Then I had my court and the judge sent me to a inpatient rehab facility. Once I graduated from there I went back to jail. I was away from my family for 4 months. After those 4 months I was able to go home but I was placed on house arrest and had to go to rehab again. I was on house arrest for 3 months. I went back to court after those 3 months and was placed on 1 year of intensive probation. On April 7th of 2010 I finally completed my probation and I am finally FREE. Also another thing that I have been through is psychiatric hospitals. I have been in and out of them since age 14 for many differnet reasons. With all the things that I did especially the huffing I'm pretty sure that I messed up my brain a little. All those 7-8 years of huffing and drugs using messed me up. Now I have some psychiatric disorders that I say were caused by my using because I didn't have them before. I have schizoaffective, ADHD, anxiety, and PTSD. That's my past now let my tell you the here and now. I have made another turn but this time for the better. The only thing that has stayed the same is that I still have the psychiatric disorders and that I cut myself. I try to stop but it is a struggle. I still continue writing the dark and hard poetry because there is so much that I still have to write from back then or I just might be stuck to writing that way. I have been through so much in my life that people thought that I was going to stay at the bottom but I came up and fought. Before I couldn't imagine myself finishing high school thinking about college or even thinking about my future. I graduated high school. I plan to go to college at some point in my life and I think about my future sometimes. Every single person that meets me and hears or reads my life's story is completely surprised to see that I have come so far in life and haven't gave up on life in many different ways. Poetry has given me the chance to release everything that I have went through in my life without having to tell another person. Poetry has kept me sane and alive. Now I am Sober. I am so proud of myself.)

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Suicide

Suffering everyday
Unknown by society
Isolated from reality
Cutting away my pain
Immobilized by feelings
Dripping blood along my journey
Escaping from myself and not going nowhere

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You can't be free until you stop being afraind.

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