Jessica Higgins Poems

I’m sorry I disappoint you
I’m sorry for screwing your life up
Sometimes I think you would be happier without me
I do nothing but make you mad
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Maybe to you the scars mean nothing but to me they mean I’m still alive.
When the blood was flowing all I wanted was death.
Then I passed out and thought it was over and I would be happy at last.
I guess I didn’t cut deep enough or in the rite spot.
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You say you love me
I don’t know if I believe it
I hear when you talk to other girls
They say they love you
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As the blood runs
I feel no pain
It makes me think
Think there’s a better place then here
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