jessica rolston Poems

is it possible to love and want to cry at the same time and moment..
she has sex.. it hurts so bad..but feels so good at the same time...
what does she do.. deal with the pain...or stop...
considering she loves the feeling.. and dosent stop... feels like shes being
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I run my cold fingers over my scars;
Knowing there will be more before the day is over.
I sit thinking about how much blood I will shed tonight.....
Hopefully I won't cut too deep;
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