I'm tired of pretending like everything's ok
The pain I've felt for so long just won't go away
...
dont let what people think stop you
remember all the times you were yourself
and how those times made you proud
they liked you for who you are
...
hold on to your love
dont give it out to whoever passes by
cause once you do
its hard to get it back
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tears stream down my face
as i wonder
where is my place
am i alone in this world
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he says im always optimistic and energetic
i wonder if he knows that he's the reason
i wonder if he truely knows how i feel
does he really know how much means to me
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Pain
Its happening again
Just when i thought i had escaped
The pain
It hurts like a thousand knives
Pucturing the only existance i ever had
They told me it would go away on its own
But i know the truth
It will never stop
Not until it has ruined me
Not until it has taken away everyone i have ever loved
I thought i could run from it
To hide where i could never be found
But it continues to chase after me
I have finally given up
Im tired of runnig
Im through hiding
I will turn my back on it no more
Facing my biggest fear once and for all
Hopefully to destroy it forever